Block #3: 42-69 (Entry 3)

Seems that I just can't seem to get myself to sleep tonight. I figured instead of sitting in bed and letting my mind wander, I would come here and write in my journal, that way at least Nurse Ratched will be able to read what I've been thinking about. So I guess I last left off talking about how wonderful Nurse Ratched is, well it seems to me that not everyone might agree. See today we had a group meeting, where everyone talks about their problems, past, present, or just what they are thinking. Will since McMurphy is the new guy the meeting was mainly focused on him. After how the meetings were ran was explained to him he still didn't feel like they were right. See after the meeting, we were excused to go sit down and talk, or just sit down. Well Mr. McMurphy decided to sit down next to Mr. Harding and had a talk with him. I over heard that he was wondering why Nurse Ratched always asks questions at the group meetings, and why the patients feel obligated to answer. He went on to say that the patients should find away, or fallow him in brining her down. I noticed that Nurse Ratched was watching through the window, and I believe she might have some sort of an idea of what might be going on. Well McMurphy learned that if he is to much of a disturbance he will be sent up to the disturbance ward. There he could receive shock therapy. Someone who goes through shock therapy can be completely ruined, well i guess I am an exception. I went through shock therapy a few years ago and I can't recall much. Nurse Ratched has told me that the shock therapy did so much for me, now I have no more demons, and I am so close to being normal. But back to McMurphy, from what I could hear going on between him, and now a few more patients than just Harding was something to do with rabbits and wolfs. Not sure exactly what he was getting at, but all I know if he was wise he would stop what he was getting at. I believe that the other patients will know whats right and know Nurse Ratched only has the best intentions for us. Well now that I have cleared up my mind some what, I am going to try and get some rest, because normal people always get a good nights rest. Until next time.

-Frankie