Block #11: 174-190 (Entry 11)

Well I knew it wouldn't be long until McMurphy started acting like his normal self again. He is up to his old antics and has even began a basketball team for the patients. They had practice this morning and by the looks of it, they seem to be enjoying themselves. One way I know for sure that McMurphy is back to his old self is that he broke the Nurse's window again. Nurse Ratched even had a white X painted across it so he would have no excuse to break it again but instead Scanlon bounced a basket ball and it hit the window and broke again. McMurphy has even decided to take some patients deep sea fishing with him and his aunts. Nurse Ratched actually approved of this but lately has been posting news articles on the bulletin board about ship wrecks, which is why I will not be going on the fishing trip. McMurphy has been talking patients into coming on the trip and has managed to get some to join him. He is just so crazy and out there, he is so not normal. I know what normal is, well at least now I do. I haven't always been normal, but ever since my shock therapy I have. You seen when I was twenty-three I was a mess. I use to drink, do drugs, and party none stop. There was this one night when I was at a party, I was in a stairwell with this girl. We were talking getting along nicely until this man walked into the stairwell, he began talking to us and I could tell he was eying the girl. I tried to put a stop to what he was doing and he ended up fighting me. I didn't get many throws in, and he ended up punching me down the stairwell and I hit me head so many times against the stairs that I passed out. I felt like I was blacked out but I could see that the man was doing something, I'm just not 100% sure. Anyway I woke up in the hospital and couldn't stop screaming, I could hear voices, it was like I was a new person. i came to this ward to be taken care of, and originally I was in disturbed, but after my shock therapy I recovered so well that I was sent down to this ward. Now I have been told I am so much better, that I can even go back to the outside world, but I'm scared and feel so much safer here, I don't think I will ever leave. Well it's getting late, I am off to bed. Until next time.

-Frankie