Block #8: 129-144 (Entry 8)

Well I'm just writing in here to update myself on the matters of today. So the staff had a meeting, I will admit I walked by a few times trying to hear what was going on, and the strangest thing was happening, Nurse Ratched didn't have much at all to say. It was just so not like her, so not normal. During the meeting though, the other patients just continued to stare at the god damned blank TV screen. I also thought I would mention that somehow, someway, Chief Broom must some how be able to hear. I didn't think about it at first, but otherwise how would he had known to vote to change the schedule and watch TV. I know it sounds crazy, but it is just so odd. Nurse Ratched thought it would be a good treatment to give McMurphy the duty of cleaning all the urinals in the mens bathroom. Turns out he doesn't much care for cleanliness, becuase they are still a mess. BUt over the last two days, when it's time for all of us to do our house duties, all of the other men just go and sit down by that damn TV and sit there with it off. I am the only patient that continues their house duties. It's the damn McMurphy who is bringing this ward down! If I had it my way, I would have sent him to disturbed a long time ago! But he will get whats coming to him soon. The other men just talk and tell stories, how can Nurse Ratched put up with it! Oh I almost forgot, last night i had the most pleasant dream. I was walking around the same old bright room, and this time there were beautiful butterflies and flowers, and every pleasant thing you could image. The ward was a wonderland of amazement. I am so glad I can call this place home. Until next time.

-Frankie